I swear to God that there should be a Monogamy Packet that couples have to sign when they get together.
It makes me angry to think that a feels the need to "date" another person when he says he is comfortable with me. This relationship is not poly-amorous, and I don't ever intend for it to be unless this crap stops. Honestly, I could care less if the guy has friends that are girls. That is completely fine with me. But by God, do not lie to them and me so that you can whiddle your way in. Plus, it's totally not cool at all to delete the email I knew you used for this woman hunting and create a brand new one, just to lie to me and say there isn't anything there anymore.
Look, our two year anniversary was on the 23rd. We were both in school and working, so a promised me that we could go to dinner over the weekend. Lo and behold, he meets a girl for lunch, deliberately telling her it was "a date ;)" and calling her cute names like "sweet angel." Oh. HELL. NO. I guess I am to the point where I don't know what to do, or where to take the relationship from here. a's father died a few weeks back, and now we live in the house by ourselves. Then this happens, and it's honestly just a lot. I can't blame him for being lonely after his dad's passing, and I don't. I'm just as devastated and lonely as he is right now, although I definitely do not condone woman hunting as a fix-all. No way, Jose.
Uggh. If I can't figure out where to take the situation from here, I don't know what I am going to do. This isn't quite how I imagined these things working out, you know? Damn, does life throw you curve balls when you really don't want them!
On the bright side, however, we went to a's mom's house last night for Memorial Day. His stepfather made some delicious prickly pear margaritas. I think I had about 4 or 5 of those, and 10 beers to boot. Surprisingly (and thankfully), I'm not hung over today, which is good. I'm in summer classes. :-) The only thing to complain about there is that I'm not up to par yet today, but I think that's because I haven't had any coffee... Whodathunk?
So, here's to hoping today is smoother than this weekend, and here's to (hopefully) figuring a's ass out!
-S