A Day In The Life

It kind of sucks that this post had to be the second one in, but BLAH. I wish I would have stayed home today; I wish I would have been able to sleep before 4:30 this morning; and I wish I could start the past 24 hours over again, because they really sucked. Let's face it: it's winter, it's snowing, and that makes me depressed enough in itself, let alone even thinking about gratifying my sexual urges. It's quite a rut, but we all know that life goes on... hopefully.

I've tried discussing with a the potential to bring a third party into the picture. I'm not so sure about how he feels about another male, but apparently he wants to wrangle in a female. Although I think it would be a lot of fun to bring someone else in, I still have my concerns. Don't get me wrong. I'm really excited about the opportunity, but I don't know if the idea is completely sitting right in my head. It probably doesn't help that a wants 2 females and I want 2 males. That could cause some disruption and disagreements.. real quick. I've always wanted to be with 2 males at the same time; just the thought of that happening to me turns me on. a seems to just want to find a girl and jump in, but (not to sound rude) I still have standards and there are things that I think should be considered before diving in head first. The thing is: I have a willing male and another potential male if all else fails miserably in this search; but where's the female a wants so terribly bad? Haha =)


Anyway, last night was another massaging adventure. I tried using more pressure and movement, and I think that I might be on to something. This time a didn't move for about 5 minutes afterward. I almost thought he fell asleep (he falls asleep... way too easily), but no... He was just laying there, ass bare, and just taking it all in. It was sexy. I wanted to jump him right then & there, but he probably didn't have it in him. It didn't help that we only had two hours before we had to wake up again, but at least the last memories I had of a before I went to sleep were hot and bothering. He was laying back and relishing his last milking before rules are set in place. At least he understood that part. Lord help us if he didn't. From now on, any sexual gestures are to be earned (I should probably get on that, come to think of it).


I've been contemplating the benefits of having a weekend-long escapade. It's something a and I have talked about before, but a gets sooo sidetracked with school and work and recreation that it never happens. Either that or his dad is present... Not so fun. But really.. if we could just lock ourselves in the bedroom for one weekend I would be the happiest person on the planet. I just want to restrain his body from movement and have at him. I want to make him to dirty things to me, and I don't care. I think some planning beforehand is definitely in order. Ohh, the things we could accomplish in 48 hours... I could get everything I want out of him, and he lay there, restrained, and I'll leave him with the simple hope that maybe, if he's a good boy for me, he might receive some dirty tricks in return. If I could get him to shut up and lay still long enough, I could edge & stretch that boy for hours and not get tired. I love experiencing what his body can do. It's kind of funny that the things that society sees as taboo are some of the most amazing things the body is capable of!


Gosh, I can't get the mmf & weekend escapade scenarios out of my head. I should be set to daydream mode for class now, thank God. Maybe I'll be able to think of some good ideas and cook up something new to try. I do enjoy finding something new and having it work out in my favor. Hopefully the rest of today will be a little bit more fruitful than the way it started.