My Story (I'm Stickin' To It)

Somehow, I can't really say that I am surprised that this is where I ended up, to be honest. I kind of look at it in a "you had it coming" kind of sense. I don't really know when all of it clicked, but all of a sudden I realized that this was something I was really interested in; this was the kind of lifestyle you wouldn't bring home to your mom and pops. It's something I accepted, even though I honestly would tell the world, including my parents if it were only appropriate. I'm not sure what caused me to turn onto it, but after some thorough research, I was hooked. Not just a slight enthusiasm, but more like a need to learn and live. It's weird because the things I was reading were nothing like the kind of person people take me as, and I'm sure that if my friends were told, more than a few would bust a gut in laughter. It doesn't really discourage me, but I feel like it's my dirty little secret that only a few trustworthy people know about. I'd kind of prefer to keep it that way, but hey, if the stars align in juuust the right way, I think I could trust someone with that sentiment sometime later on.


It feels exciting to know that my significant other, a, is just as much into this wonderful little scheme as I am. I'm actually pretty thrilled because I haven't had a significant other come right out and tell me exactly what they want and what they are interested in sexually, both physically and in their mind. It's seriously such a turn on to see and watch a talk about the lifestyle. It's an exciting move for the both of us, and I really couldn't be more happy!


For me, personally, this is quite the step up. Up until about two years ago, when I met a, a lot of the sexual prowess (I guess you can say) in me stayed quite hidden. I didn't have a lot of significant others growing up, and hell, I was in school, and I wasn't about to let my fantasies out to play. Then a came along and kind of helped me figure out what I was really capable of, to say the least. I love to try new things and figure out what I am capable of doing, and believe me, the gratification that crosses a's face when I find something that works is sooo worth my time and investment. 


I feel that the past two or three nights are a good example of said gratification. Two and three nights ago I just laid in bed next to a and loved him up a little bit. There's nothing more fun than watching him squirm while he's under my hand. It makes it feel like he is depending on me, and I love that feeling to no end. After about two hours of rubbing and touching, I finally let him cum, but there was no stopping the whimpering and whining coming from his end before I let that happen. And like last night, (let's keep in mind that a never ceases to amaze me at the things that happen inside of our sexual relationship with each other) I can honestly say that was one of the most powerful experiences in our two years. I love it when touching and kissing turns into a semi-full blown ass play session! I can't even begin to describe it. It's like he turns all control over the situation to me, and that's when I can run with it. I just messed around with his ass for a while... Not too much play (it was late; we were tired; and school & work were calling our names), but enough to make him cum twice in ten seconds. I've never seen it happen before, but damn! I felt like one of the sexiest people alive in that moment. He didn't really admit to knowing that he managed to cum twice in one orgasm, but it was like a little blow, and I thought he was done... All of a sudden a volcano erupted. Just the sounds he made alone were enough to throw me over the edge, but of course, he did deserve it. 


Our deal was that he was to shower and give me two really good orgasms in bed, and then I would return the favor once over if I felt he deserved it. One orgasm for me and one more powerful orgasm for me, there he was, sighing in relief and bliss. I... felt... great! I feel like I definitely need to cut deals with him more often; when he wants something, then goddamn that boy will work to earn it. I'm glad he feels that way, because he'd be in trouble if not.  It's kind of sweet to know that my words will drive him to do those things. Damn; that's exciting!